Hurry up and wait...

Being pregnant is an exercise in patience. And I'm not a particularly patient person. Now that this pregnancy has progressed to a point where I can no longer forget about it (amazing, I know, but I was so energetic that I'd actually forget I was knocked up), and it's limiting my abilities to do things, I'm ready to be done. No, I'm  not ready for the kiddo to be out, it's not done cooking, but I'm ready for the baby, sure. The house is ready, more or less, my brain is ready, as much as it can be, and Michael, Ryan and I are all so curious about this little creature.

Now, we're antsy.

We've been a whirlwind of activity the last few weeks, doing this, running here, cleaning out that, and now that we're nearly done, it's kind of a let-down. We've run at least one truckload a weekend to the storage unit, and the house is actually starting to look uncluttered. We've given tons of our junk (one man's trash, and all that) to goodwill, and are selling some of the bigger items on craigslist (DVD towers, anyone?). We're picking up the changing table tomorrow...that's the last thing I need to be able to finalize all the baby organization.

What do you do when there's nothing left to do? I'm too tired to go out. We're too busy saving money to buy stuff (that never makes me happy anyway). I love to bake, but have a hard time finding people to eat it all (yay for upcoming birthdays). I'm in the mood to socialize, but in no mood to be around people. Ahhh, the end of pregnancy blahs. I'm really looking forward to this baby being here and feeling a little bit more like myself.

At least we've got Ryan and Michael's birthdays to entertain us in the meantime. And of course, mama will sew, but it's not a whole lot of fun to sew for a child whose gender is unknown to us. So Ryan will get more stuff, no doubt...Sure, I could organize more things, clean out more little nooks and crannies in the house (and I'm sure I will), but I guess I'm getting a little bored of that too. And tired. But it's so nice to have the house all sorted out before our new little whirlwind arrives. The tiniest little people make so much mess (laundry, mostly).

We're ready for you baby...now we've nothing left to do but hurry up and wait.

Fall is here...

Summer's been busy, and blogging's been slow, but I'm hoping that a slowdown in activity of late, and a general love for fall will spark my interest in writing again. Plus, for those who don't know, I'm knocked up, and being knocked up gives me something new to write about. How knocked up am I? About 15 weeks...so no, not quite in Puerto Rico, this one is a post-vacay baby (wink, wink).

So, the haps on the pregnancy...so far, so good. Baby's doing well, mama's surviving, despite the inability to nap whenever I feel like it, or to eat whenever I feel like it. That's probably the biggest difference between this one and the last. I'm exhausted, as I was when I was pregnant with RE, but I can't just crash on the couch whenever I feel like it. I've got another human to attend to (or two, depending on the day). I also can't eat strange food whenever I want, simply because it's not as easy to get at strange food at all times of day or night, and Michael is much less amenable to driving around at 10pm looking for Frosties and grapefruit. Apparently he thinks I'll survive (doesn't he know?).

This birth will happen at Puget Sound Birth Center, under the care of midwives, and hopefully using HypnoBabies techniques to stay calm and collected during contractions. I'm hoping for, but not betting on a quick labor (only because Ryan was)...and trying to not get my hopes up. I'm also not getting my hopes up for an early baby again. Really, what are the odds? I'm excited to give birth with fewer (no?) interventions, and to really find a way to trust that my body can do this (it's done it before). I'm also looking forward to experiencing another birth...I'm sure that sounds strange to many, but for someone like me, who's life's work is now teaching about and supporting a physiological childbirth, I'm looking forward to experiencing one. I'm also, of course, looking forward to a new squishy, snuggly newborn in the house, and though I know it'll be challenging, I can't wait to sling a newborn again, nurse a newborn again, and just generally snuggle with a tiny. Ryan's also really excited to be a big sister, and thinks it's a girl (or just really wants it to be). We won't be finding out at the ultrasound this time, so we'll find out in March/April!! Also looking forward to that surprise, and experiencing that differently too.

Fall always brings change, and with that this blog will not only be about our family, and all the crazy that is us, but also about my crafts and sewing. I was trying to run them separately, but it just ain't happening, because, well, I can't separate one from the other! Crafting is life, sewing is life, and family is life, and they don't easily come apart. So look for fun crafty stuff and ideas on this blog going forward.